Did I expect way too much? I guess so. I presume things to be true without definite knowledge to a great extent. I play scenes in my head, future events I wish to happen. I was very preoccupied with the thoughts of it. I was filled with excitement, a feeling that what is wanted will happen. I was forming the most perfect conception of anything. The schemes I think up was faultless.
Then reality struck me so badly and I was awaken to the truth. I cannot prevent things from happening nor the things I long for will not be as easy as one two three. Sometimes, plans go astray and will not always be one hundred percent accurate.
Expect little and assume nothing.