Favorite Forever

You and me
It’s Chinese New Year and we decided to watch a movie (The Great Wall). Our first ever movie date together, yay! Anyways, I enjoyed this day very much. Thank you πŸ™‚

Who would have thought we’ll go this far? We’ve been through ups and downs however we still manage to make the best out of it. I’ve decided to put my thoughts into words inspired by you. So here it goes..

Our hearts are rejoicing through the rhythm of our heartbeat. Passionately caressing the air we breathe. You held my hand in every single step you take. In return, I hold onto you, making sure I’m not losing grip. The road we take is not as smooth as it seems to be. Rest-assured I’ll be walking with you despite the circumstances. I’ll make sure to cheer you up whenever you’re weary. Put a smile on your face when you’re down. I’ll be your pain reliever and sweet tooth, all at the same time. You’re my best friend and my human diary. I don’t need to pretend when I’m with you. We can laugh all day and night, and you know what? You brought colors to my life. Everyday, it seems like we’re always celebrating our love. It’s like everyday’s our “firsts”. It’s because our hearts are intertwined. The day I met you until today, I still have the same feelings, always brand new. The leaves will wither, years may pass, our hair will soon turns to gray, but one thing is for sure, you’ll always be my FAVORITE FOREVER.

Vacay! (Kalanggaman Island) Leyte

I’m back again! Katatapos lang ng bakasyon ko this month. Ngayon ko lang din naisipan na i-post to sa blog ko haha. Super late post! Ngayon lang ako nakapag blog ulit, na miss kong sumulat. Anyways, 5 months din inantay naminpara makapunta sa Kalanggaman Island. Plinano talaga namin ng kaibigan ko na puntahan to kasi super stress na kami sa work, and we really need a break. Marami kami naririnig na magagandang feedbacks sa island and maganda daw talaga, so we give it a shot. Super excited kami after makapagpa book ng ticket. Then finally, the most awaited day has arrived! Kung kelan aalis na kami dun pa lang ako mag aayos ng mga gamit na dadalhin haha. The night before kami umalis gumala pa ko, kung kelan aalis na kami sa mismong araw dun pa lang ako nag ayos ng mga dadalhin, ang hilig ko talaga sa rush! Ang ending kulang kulang ang mga nadala ko. Buti na lang my good friend tintin is with me, may nahingan at nahiraman ako na mga things na kelangan ko hehe. Sisiguraduhin ko na next time na mag out of town ako prepared ako! This is my first out of town ever at di pa ko prepared! Ewan ko ba kung ano nasa isip ko, abnormal e. Maulan nung umalis kami parang may bagyo ata buti na lang di ganun ka lakas ulan.

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umuulan pa talaga, tsk.
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Puro puti nakikita ko kasi umuulan, haays. Di ko na enjoy ang view sa taas :/
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Nag-selfie na lang si Inday! haha
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Tin! say hi!

Eto na nga nakarating na kami Leyte, sinundo kami ng tito ng friend ko. Saya! Roadtrip. Dinaanan muna namin yung Mc Arthur Park. Probinsya feels! Napaka presko ng hangin! Hmmm.. Saaaraaapp!!

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@McArthur Park w/Christine

Nag stay kami sa house ng lola ni tintin. Kinabukasan nagpunta kami Tacloban, dinayo namin yung Ocho Seafood Restaurant. Can afford nyo sya guys at take note ang sasarap ng pagkain. Di kayo magsisisi.

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Enjoying the food! Yumyum!

After namin kumain, pinuntahan namin yung San Juanico Bridge, the longest bridge in the Philippines that connects Samar and Leyte. At syempre, di ako nagpahuli magpakuha ng picture dito πŸ™‚ Buti na lang di maulan.

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Model po ng tulay haha!

Meron pa pala kami pinuntahan, nadaanan namin to pauwi sa bahay nila tintin. Nakalimutan ko kung ano tawag dito hehe. Pakita ko na lang yung picture. May mahabang staircase tas sa taas may kubo na kita mo yung tanawin sa paligid. Mare-realize mong ang sarap mabuhay!

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pasilip hehe
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ganda nung view sa likod ko πŸ™‚
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hays, sarap magmuni muni dito
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palubog na araw nito
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Ganda ni tintin oh :))
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little footsteps! parang sobrang liit ng paa ko dito haha

At ang pinakaaantay namin, for 5mos. mapupuntahan na rin nami sa wakas! Nag travel muna kami papunta Palompon and once you’re there sasakay kayo ng bangka papunta sa Kalanggaman Island. Thank God, kasi nakisama talaga yung panahon sa amin. Napakaganda nung weather nung pagpunta namin sa Island. kasi nung gabi ulan ng ulan. So thankful talaga kami ni tintin kasi eto ang main reason ng pinunta namin dito πŸ™‚

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On the way to Palompon.. Probinsya feels talaga πŸ™‚
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Ganda rin pala ng Palompon!
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Totoo po syang turtle na na-reserved! Galing!
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Nakaka-relax tingnan πŸ™‚
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Nakasakay na kami bangka papunta sa island
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excited na kami nito hehe

At last! Nakarating din kami. Worth the wait! Nakaka inlove ang lugar. Nakakawala ng stress. parang ayoko na bumalik sa city haha. Marami talaga magagandang lugar sa Pilipinas na kelangan puntahan at i-explore. Sarap lang sa feeling πŸ™‚

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Footprints! Ganda ng sand :))
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Ang ganda lang talaga ^_^
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Ano nga ba tawag dito? hehe. ang cute πŸ™‚
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far away look! haha
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obvious bang masaya kami? ^^,
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masaya kami, so what? πŸ™‚
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sarap mag-feeling! haha
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ganda ng dagat ^^.
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yung dagat yung nagdala haha
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queen of the world! ^_^
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say cheese!
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hello tin! ganda ng sand!

Parang konti nga lang pictures namin dito ni tintin hehe. May isa lang pala ako napansin, yung cr hindi maganda, kaasar nga e hehe. Pero more than that wala na naman ako reklamo, yung cr lang talaga πŸ™‚ Sobrang nag enjoy talaga kami. We give ourselves a treat for working hard. It’s about a lifetime experience. Paminsan minsan kelangan din natin magsaya di lang puro trabaho, nakakamatay yun hehe. Nung pauwi na kami naiwanan kami ng eroplano, di namin na check yung oras ng alis namin haha. Ang next flight kinabukaan pa! Need na namin makaalis talaga nun kc kinabukasa may pasok na ko and lucky for tin, off nya yun. So ang ending nag-bus kami pabalik haha. epic fail talaga. Pero ok lang, charge to experience na lang πŸ™‚ Next stop, Cebu naman next year. See you Cebu!

Ang sarap sa pakiramdam na makalanghap ka ng sariwang hangin, parang gusto ko nga mag uwi nu e kaso napaka imposible naman di ba haha.Hindi to maiintindihan ng mga followers kong banyaga, pinili kong isulat sya sa tagalog e, nosebleed na ko kaka-english haha.Β  Hanggang dito na lang muna. Hanggang sa susunod kong kwento!

 

Complicated Heart

The sky watched us as we wandered along the boulevard of the never ending story of us.
Our small footsteps create a loud noise, our conversations wake the universe, our laughs generate music that capture the beauty of the night. Our scent lingers on the breeze.

But something bothers me, my feelings. I am quite unsure of it. Something has changed.

We are on the same sky sharing a different view.

What I see is a diamond sparkling before me. It shines so bright it makes me blind. The light is captivating my sight.

I am always staring though it’s hurting my eyes, I tried not to, however,

I can’t help but be drawn to the diamond.

I thought I was okay. I thought I can easily cope with the type of working environment I am in. I thought I can handle so much stress and pressure. I thought that maybe I will be used to it. I don’t wanna quit but most of the times it always crossed my mind. I don’t know what to do anymore. I feel like I’m not good enough, even if I tried my best to be good in this kind of field. There comes a point when I’m doubting myself, my abilities to do the job. I don’t know if I’m really into this. My colleagues are not giving up on me, but here I am, thinking of giving up. What to do? It’s like I’m battling with myself. I don’t know how to overcome this kind of feeling. I need a break. I need to breathe.

New Work Environment

Finally, got the urge to write again.

I am not really good when it comes to communication skills. I am always having a hard time in communicating effectively. But, as for now, due to my nature of work, I’m getting used to it. Slowly, I am coping in this kind of environment and at the same time developing my communication skills, which is a good sign. There are those moments when I want to quit, mostly all the time. With the help of my colleagues, I managed not to give up. I never expected that I would ever go this far, that I can handle so much pressure, stress, and frustrations. Β Well, I’m really learning a lot in this toxic work environment. I already stepped out of my comfort zone. Little by little, I am learning on how to boost my self confidence at work.

My team has never let me down. They’re always there to guide, help, and motivate me. I am so grateful to be part of a great team. In a span of 2 months, it seems like I’ve already known them for years. We’re family. They’re my reason why I go to work everyday.

That’s all for tonight. I need to be physically and mentally ready for work tomorrow (Monday madness).

Writer’s Block?

Sometimes, I think I cannot write any longer. I can no longer write the thoughts I hold. I want to say something, detail by detail, but I just can’t pen it down anymore. I tried to read others’ works, so I would have the spirit to write again as before. Yeah, they write beautifully, and I ask myself, how come these people are following me, too?

You guys don’t know how much it matters to me, and thank you for not hitting the unfollow button, some already did though. I don’t care that much. I care about those people who stayed. I may not know you guys personally, but just reading your every post, I feel the connection among all of you. We may have different races, cultures, and beliefs, we still share common thoughts here. I never think that I am different from you guys. I love ya’ll from the bottom of my heart (: Thanks for staying with me this long.

I just hope I can write again as much as possible.